A Decision... A Risky one..
Finally decided not to extend my contract with NCS. A risky decision indeed.
Why?
1) Because I've not found a job
2) I might not have any income for the next month or monthS
3) Lost the sense of direction in the beginning
4) What should I do next?
5) In really deep deep thoughts
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Many question mark in my head. Many friends told me that I should wait till I found a job then resign, many have said Im too rash, foolish, stupid, doing the wrong thing...
Am I?
Thanks to all of you, both giving me good & bad comments. To me there's not right or wrong in making a decision even though this might cause regrets in future. Without the courage, I guess I'll be stuck in the same office complaining about the boring job, day dreaming, waiting to knock off everyday, which is not what I want.
What I want is my own time, my own space. How can I achieve that? How can I do that? Well, it really depends on my next move.
Where will I be?
What will I be doing?
How well can I do?
Till now I've yet to come out with a decision. Will it be too late? Maybe yes, maybe no. Maybe the chance is just at the doorstep waiting for me......
♥, wanderer. || 9:03 PM