Mood-less.
Is it because I stayed at home for too long?
Is it because of accepting PA's job offer?
Or is it some other reason?
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Are things getting better or worse?
The answer is still unknown.
Don't ask why. (I don't know the answer myself)
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Getting really Emo at night, wonder what's up with my mind. It's been running non-stop & it refuse to stop. I haven't been working, haven't been studying, haven't done anything during this career break, but Yes, I need a break in every single damn thing in my life. Everything felt so messed up now. And the question now is "When can I have it?" I doubt so...
How I wish I can just throw everything down & go to a place where no one can find me, stayed there for a few days or weeks or months or years, before I return to my "City Of Mess".
